Tuesday, February 27, 2007
went back to nanyang jc again for this last week.
didnt know that time passes real fast this time.
and i would have my 6 weeks of holiday next wk onwards.
i would rather don't want it for some reasons, yeah.
im going to be real bored soon, haa.
back to today.
i think my attitude has changed
refused to do the works even though the teacher there knows im leaving.
don't want to take tests.
skipped lectures.
and i thought i didnt do wrong.
cause basically no pt taking the tests and doing works. haha.
this entry is quite random.
don't really know what else to blog.
the words left unsaid
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
Saturday, February 24, 2007
it doesnt take long to know you
but it will take extremely long to forget you one day.
and ive been wondering whether shld i give up for some reasons.
perhaps yes, i don't know.
don't ask me why.
went movie with zh and nicholas.
watched protege.
its not a splendid movie as what ive heard.
just average seriously.
headed to cartel at marina for dinner.
and i realised that ive been spending money this week.
i need to save more money in order to survive for 7 weeks before school starts.
i need to find work for one month.
friends, is there any recommendation?
the words left unsaid
Saturday, February 24, 2007
Friday, February 23, 2007
didnt go to school again.
partly of the tests and overslept.
went out at 3plus.
and met up with nicholas at 4plus
then headed to nanyang jc to play basketball with zhen zhi.
went to meet ms yeow and some peeps for supper at jalan kayu.
home sweet home.
im just not in the right mood to blog now.
freaking tired!
wondering what would i do tmr, haa.
sometimes i wouldnt want to hear apologies from you.i just wish yr reply is a yes or something better.yr words might change my thoughts.but i know its pretty difficult.And now i need reassurance too.
the words left unsaid
Friday, February 23, 2007
Thursday, February 22, 2007
went back to nanyang jc today.
nothing much happened actually.
just had pe and lectures.
Had og lunch at canteen during common lunchtime!
ordered canadian pizza and there's enough share for everyone.
many turned up but some didnt eat.
just wish for more og outings, yeah?
and our og24 shirt,x)
went back home aft common lunchtime.
did'nt intend to go elsewhere actually due to tiredness.
but still i went out.
caught "just follow law" with zh enson chengqi at ps.
its pretty nice and hilarious to me.
ate pepper lunch and headed home.
im tired now for sure.
not going to sch tmr.
see you guys on mon hopefully.
the words left unsaid
Thursday, February 22, 2007
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
quite packed with visitings today.
went cousin's hse for lunch at 11plus.
and the food is too much for all of us.
it made me so full that ive my dinner very late.
went mathew's hse after that.
slack at his house while waiting for others to arrive.
and had a game of "dai dee" with some of them.
didnt stay for long and headed home.
gen zh ll wt nic and gc came over to my hse.
didnt do anything actually.
ended up having a game of UNO.
i know you guys are bored, sorry.
hope you all have fun somehow.
headed to linc's hse after that.
cause me and nich didnt really know where to go.
had a game of "blackjack" and we bet with small amounts.
Lost quite abit, no luck?
went for dinner at 10plus pm.
i know its late, but i don't have a choice.
didnt intend to go home.
so we lazed ard and had a chat too.
were talking about secondary school life, and i going to miss this for sure.
no more bus service left, took a cab home.
ive fun today, but its still not a perfect day without you.thought you were come somehow.im hoping for that day to come true, seriously
the words left unsaid
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
Monday, February 19, 2007
another day of cny.
time passed real fast
and soon the result for posting is out.
im going to hate that day for sure, haa.
just realised i've got 5weeks more before school starts if i got into sp.
and i've been hoping.
your answers always seem so uncleared.
the words left unsaid
Monday, February 19, 2007
Sunday, February 18, 2007
im deadbeat now.
its just day 1 of cny, haa.
went for morning church service today.
then headed to redhill for lunch with my relatives.
went other relatives hse after that.
and had a movie at shaw plaza with cousins.
watched norbit, and this show is super hilarious.
headed back for dinner after movie.
drank champange and had a chat with cousins.
alas, decided to play monopoly to ease boredom.
the last time i played when i was pri sch, haa.
i sucks at this and lost with a negative values amount. haha
meantime, we were thinking of inspiration quotes to motivate ourselves.
its lame, i know. haha.
the words left unsaid
Sunday, February 18, 2007
Saturday, February 17, 2007
went aunt's hse just now.
had reunion lunch with her family and mine.
was lazing ard at her hse till 5pm.
wanted to go my 2nd uncle hse for dinner.
but at last, i didnt want to go.
cause i realised that only my sis and i going and dad will reach at 10pm.
what's the point, tell me.
i don't care what they are going to say me tmr.
i will just tell them honestly that i didnt want to come for sure.
im showing respect to them by telling the truth if they think im not.
what a cny eve to me.
Loner, haa.
but don't care. tmr would be a better day.
and seriously hope she could come on tues too.
the words left unsaid
Saturday, February 17, 2007
Friday, February 16, 2007
went back to skss today for cny celebration.
Performances werent really good.
but i still enjoyed the short hours there.
got to catch up with quite alot of teachers.
And of course my juniors for sure.
im going to miss skss for some reasons even though i don't really like this school.
it does brings some memories.
Had a pool session with some e4 dudes after that.
headed to linc house to play poker, UNO. haha.
and now i know that i dont have much time left.
im just hoping for everything.
wait till the day, i will have no regret.
the words left unsaid
Friday, February 16, 2007
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
valentine's day ~
and i thought i would have a bad one as usual again.
didnt expect much in the first place.
and not even a sms from her.
but somehow im partly wrong.
im elated for everything today.
you've made my day great today seriously.
i supposed im still going back nyjc for few more days.
due to popular demand that they want to see me? haha.
see you guys again.
anw, all the best to everyone!
the words left unsaid
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
didnt go to school today.
and i was thinking whether shld i go back again.
no point of going lessons since ive made my decision to go poly.
today is Valentine's day.
and i think ive got bad day for sure.
it's didnt appear to become what i've expected.
i've nth to say.
let nature takes it course.
there's always tommorrow.
mayb just forget about this day, haa.
and now i was like so boring. x)
the words left unsaid
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
Sunday, February 11, 2007
the thought of my result slip just keep appearing.
i thought i have already got over it.
perhaps yes, but not totally.
everyone's like asking about this.
i dont know what to say.
i could only reply " okay, but not satisfied."
how dumb is this.
forget it then.
ive somehow decided what courses to choose with much satisfaction.
chem engineer, accountacy and business management.
but which poly comes first?
sp or tp.
sp is like so far from my house.
but aunt allowed me to stay at her house as she stays in jurong.
i thought it was good.
ive to see how, at the same time seeking seniors with advises too.
valentine day is nearing and so does chinese new year too.
im not prepared for both yet.
the words left unsaid
Sunday, February 11, 2007
Saturday, February 10, 2007
received my o's result ytd.
and i wasnt something that im satisfied with.
and i thought i will do well.
but whats in the end?
i did quite badly.
blame myself for having high expectation.
but somehow i still have to thanks all my teachers, friends and those who've helped me during that period of time.
still, nothing much i could say.
but the only 2 subs im pleased with are my e/a maths.
needless to say, i got A1 for that.
was expected to get A2 for e maths actually due to moderation.
humanities was a disappointment to me.
i got b4 and its like the whole school getting As for that.
what nonsense is this.
the chance of going back nyjc is slim for myself.
mayb im choosing the poly route.
it will be better i supposed.
and i hope i would not have any regrets after choosing.
and guess what? i only got 3 more days to decide.
feeling quite indecisive now.
somemore theres 12 choices in total.
and ive no idea to put what courses for all 12.
of course i know its not necessarily to put all.
worst of all, many asked me to complete my first 3 mths in nyjc.
quite reluctant to go back.
partly because of my results and the lessons.
or mayb i just go back and have fun.
tell me what to do now.
the words left unsaid
Saturday, February 10, 2007
Thursday, February 08, 2007
didnt go to school today.
but went for OG lunch at amk pizza hut.
this was pathetic.
only 4 turned up today and i have absolutely no idea where is the rest at.
went orchard with hanlim and vin after that.
bought a shirt at domanchi and a jeans at s&k.
and im still not done with my stuffs.
theres more clothes for me to buy.
headed to lincoln's house and slacked awhile.
then home sweet home.
its like a judgement day to us.
we will be getting back our result in 12hr time.
i'd only one wish.
tt's to score 4As and a pass for english.
and i seriously hope i could do it.
all the best to everyone =)
the words left unsaid
Thursday, February 08, 2007
Saturday, February 03, 2007
just feel like posting another entry.
im seriously bored now okay?
not feeling well additionally somehow.
and i meant emotionally.
not saying that im thinking too much
sometimes i just cannot stop thinking.
dont ask why.
ive absolutely no ideas.
and now the release of O's result is getting nearer.
have been emphasizing that it'll be on 9th feb.
ive no confident in doing it very well.
and more likely, i think i wont get into the same sch with her.
perhaps i dont want to go back nyjc.
i just dont really like the academics there.
its stressful, really.
perhaps tp-chemical engineer will be good for me.
but still, i will miss nyjc alot.
i will miss my og members and leaders.
i will miss 0714.
and others i had known.
you might have hurt me somehow. but its still a pleasure knowing u. and i meant every single words tt i said seriously.
the words left unsaid
Saturday, February 03, 2007
its a last minute decision.
and ive decided to call shengyu out.
it was a long time since i ever seen him.
didnt really go where actually.
in fact, he came all the way down to hougang plaza for a pool session.
howard and shawn came along too.
didnt manage to call others as it was like so rush.
and we had a great time.
they are still the same ever since pri sch.
shengyu and howard left early.
went bugis with shawn to search for cny clothes.
didnt buy any clothes but bought a pencil box.
the words left unsaid
Saturday, February 03, 2007